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Dear Hyperwagner Psychonauts..

(15 posts)
  • Started 2 weeks ago by mybestfriend83
  • Latest reply from Devotional
  1. mybestfriend83
    Member

    Dear psychonauts
    If it really ends Today
    I could do nothing then let it happen
    I will miss you like the unfortunately heaven
    Please do Not let it turn to Dust
    As if an angel would have ever existed without drinking blood
    Don't Trust Them
    Just trust Yourselfs
    In this endless hell of an existance
    I couldn't really find Someone To Dance with?
    But Don't You worry
    One day we will all be back
    And find everything we liked as important
    Then it was before
    Just Care for The little stars
    You've seen exploding and for yourselfes
    And If nothing would Ever be like that
    Just Trix a bit
    Claim you were there
    Just trust Yourselfes
    I will Always Try to love you
    Just like All The girls You've missed
    And do not belive a single Letter
    It was all poisened before and after
    Just Think Of were You came From
    And make Friends as quick as you could get it
    Just Look At Your Country
    It was The silence of a peacefuller way of existence to me
    I will deeply miss you more than all the Planets they may Find
    Just Breath

    And Don't Wait anymore for me
    Tluc evól a s'ti
    Snah Bent Geb Kenneth Thomas Baard Ståle
    Deatprod Reine Kim and your Art whoever done it. And all the others.
    You always were my Mentors
    in this Hell of existance
    Yours little Quark

    Deeply from my Mind ♥ Body
    Michael Horst Singh
    The last one will be for you
    ICH versprach es euren Ahnen
    Ich werde euch nie wieder sehen

    Posted 2 weeks ago #
  2. Johnny_Heartfield
    Member

    WTF???

    Another victim of a kundalini yoga cult? I hope, it's a love cult!
    Free yourself from any religious bonds - even if they be Motorpsychedelic ones!

    I must admit I nourished similar notions from time to time - not for any religion, cult, master, therapist or god, but for my own well-being and fearing to be trapped in an endless Motorpsychedelic loophole. But as long as the Norse heroes keep changing and I keep changing I'll keep on going! And if personal development and Motorpsychedelic path connect - all the better!

    I respect your decision, brother - even if I don't share it!

    Posted 2 weeks ago #
  3. marc
    Member

    Michael, I don't fully understand and I hope my reading of your post turns out wrong. Anyway, stay strong and accept support:

    https://www.telefonseelsorge.de/
    0800/111 0 111

    All the best!

    Posted 2 weeks ago #
  4. Johnny_Heartfield
    Member

    Seems I have totally misunderstood the original post - as so often.
    Whatever you mean brother: we love you! Hopefully marc is wrong as well...

    Posted 2 weeks ago #
  5. Krist Rampage
    Member

    Dear Michael, i also don’t quite understand but hope you know you are not alone.

    All the love,

    Chris

    Posted 2 weeks ago #
  6. suntripper
    Member

    Hi Michael

    I don't know you, but I am not getting too much sense from what you are saying. Forgive me for sticking my oar in, but maybe now is not a good time to be making big decisions. Take time. Wait it out. Things will look different another day. Above all, do talk to someone. Marc has given you good advice, and others here clearly care about you.

    It's all about perspective.

    And, hey, there's some great music coming round the corner. You'll be able to connect with it when it arrives.

    With love

    Si

    Posted 2 weeks ago #
  7. Krist Rampage
    Member

    Michael, if you want you can mail me at chrisdegraaf@gmail.com. Anytime. I don’t know you either but we are here.

    Posted 2 weeks ago #
  8. Tomcat
    Member

    Auf Deutsch ginge auch, Mail, Telefon Whatsapp oder echtes Leben. Bedenke: es gibt immer eine nächste mp Tour!

    Posted 2 weeks ago #
  9. Devotional
    Member

    This is very worrying. Is member @Blashyrkh here? He has Michael's e-mail address.

    And dear Michael, please hang in there, give us a call or drop us a line if you're reading this <3

    Posted 2 weeks ago #
  10. mybestfriend83
    Member

    Thanks my friends..
    Dont you worrie about me too much...
    I sometimes love my life...
    I wont hurt myself or others..
    i was absoluteley on the wrong way...
    I just couldnt stand this second track on the crucible..
    Im Just Having a troubled time next to the place where i live.
    Thank you very much for All the good words...
    Hope we will all meet up One Day again... Thank you for all your love and your wishing wells... Im just Having terrible emotional problems... Tlucevolas'ti

    Posted 2 weeks ago #
  11. Blashyrkh
    Member

    We’re here for you man ! lux aetherna is indeed a heavy song.

    @Devotional, nope sorry, I don’t have Michael’s e-mail address. Why’d you think I have his email?

    Posted 2 weeks ago #
  12. marc
    Member

    Thanks for being so kind as to let us know! You have our support, but please feel encouraged to contact professionals when times are tough! All the best.

    Posted 2 weeks ago #
  13. JERO
    Member

    Mr. Michael/Best Friend, the forum is a form of communication, and although I often found the texts you posted difficult to swallow, you clearly are a communicating human. And every human has a gift that makes his/her life worthwhile! I would like to say to you that I can see you have a talent for writing and expressing yourself. If this expression comes deeply from the/your 'dark side', so be it, it may not be my cup of tea, but it may well be that you are the Baudelaire (zum beispiel) of the forum! In other words: I wish for you to develop your gift, may it give you power and lust for life! respect, JERO

    Posted 2 weeks ago #
  14. Krist Rampage
    Member

    Good to hear from you Michael. Take care!

    Posted 2 weeks ago #
  15. Devotional
    Member

    Yes, great to hear from you, Michael! I for one know that you're not alone in your struggles with depression and/or anxiety. Please reach out if things get too bad again!

    @Blashyrkh, from this thread where you sent him a FLAC-file: https://motorpsycho.fix.no/comeonin/forums/topic.php?id=10571&page=9. But yes, that was a while ago, so it was really a long shot from me.

    Posted 2 weeks ago #

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