Tagged: To say a long goodbye
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September 27, 2019 at 15:08 #10875
Dear psychonauts
If it really ends Today
I could do nothing then let it happen
I will miss you like the unfortunately heaven
Please do Not let it turn to Dust
As if an angel would have ever existed without drinking blood
Don't Trust Them
Just trust Yourselfs
In this endless hell of an existance
I couldn't really find Someone To Dance with?
But Don't You worry
One day we will all be back
And find everything we liked as important
Then it was before
Just Care for The little stars
You've seen exploding and for yourselfes
And If nothing would Ever be like that
Just Trix a bit
Claim you were there
Just trust Yourselfes
I will Always Try to love you
Just like All The girls You've missed
And do not belive a single Letter
It was all poisened before and after
Just Think Of were You came From
And make Friends as quick as you could get it
Just Look At Your Country
It was The silence of a peacefuller way of existence to me
I will deeply miss you more than all the Planets they may Find
Just Breath
And Don't Wait anymore for me
Tluc evól a s'ti
Snah Bent Geb Kenneth Thomas Baard Ståle
Deatprod Reine Kim and your Art whoever done it. And all the others.
You always were my Mentors
in this Hell of existance
Yours little Quark
Deeply from my Mind ♥ Body
Michael Horst Singh
The last one will be for you
ICH versprach es euren Ahnen
Ich werde euch nie wieder sehen
September 27, 2019 at 16:30 #36077WTF???
Another victim of a kundalini yoga cult? I hope, it's a love cult!
Free yourself from any religious bonds – even if they be Motorpsychedelic ones!
I must admit I nourished similar notions from time to time – not for any religion, cult, master, therapist or god, but for my own well-being and fearing to be trapped in an endless Motorpsychedelic loophole. But as long as the Norse heroes keep changing and I keep changing I'll keep on going! And if personal development and Motorpsychedelic path connect – all the better!
I respect your decision, brother – even if I don't share it!
September 27, 2019 at 17:19 #36078Michael, I don't fully understand and I hope my reading of your post turns out wrong. Anyway, stay strong and accept support:
https://www.telefonseelsorge.de/
0800/111 0 111
All the best!
September 27, 2019 at 17:32 #36079Seems I have totally misunderstood the original post – as so often.
Whatever you mean brother: we love you! Hopefully marc is wrong as well…
September 27, 2019 at 18:15 #36080Dear Michael, i also don’t quite understand but hope you know you are not alone.
All the love,
Chris
September 27, 2019 at 18:58 #36081Hi Michael
I don't know you, but I am not getting too much sense from what you are saying. Forgive me for sticking my oar in, but maybe now is not a good time to be making big decisions. Take time. Wait it out. Things will look different another day. Above all, do talk to someone. Marc has given you good advice, and others here clearly care about you.
It's all about perspective.
And, hey, there's some great music coming round the corner. You'll be able to connect with it when it arrives.
With love
Si
September 27, 2019 at 21:54 #36082Michael, if you want you can mail me at chrisdegraaf@gmail.com. Anytime. I don’t know you either but we are here.
September 27, 2019 at 22:29 #36083Auf Deutsch ginge auch, Mail, Telefon Whatsapp oder echtes Leben. Bedenke: es gibt immer eine nächste mp Tour!
September 28, 2019 at 16:48 #36084This is very worrying. Is member @Blashyrkh here? He has Michael's e-mail address.
And dear Michael, please hang in there, give us a call or drop us a line if you're reading this <3
September 28, 2019 at 17:03 #36085Thanks my friends..
Dont you worrie about me too much…
I sometimes love my life…
I wont hurt myself or others..
i was absoluteley on the wrong way…
I just couldnt stand this second track on the crucible..
Im Just Having a troubled time next to the place where i live.
Thank you very much for All the good words…
Hope we will all meet up One Day again… Thank you for all your love and your wishing wells… Im just Having terrible emotional problems… Tlucevolas'ti :STG:
September 28, 2019 at 17:37 #36086We’re here for you man ! :STG: lux aetherna is indeed a heavy song.
@Devotional, nope sorry, I don’t have Michael’s e-mail address. Why’d you think I have his email?
September 28, 2019 at 20:32 #36087Thanks for being so kind as to let us know! You have our support, but please feel encouraged to contact professionals when times are tough! All the best.
September 28, 2019 at 22:13 #36088Mr. Michael/Best Friend, the forum is a form of communication, and although I often found the texts you posted difficult to swallow, you clearly are a communicating human. And every human has a gift that makes his/her life worthwhile! I would like to say to you that I can see you have a talent for writing and expressing yourself. If this expression comes deeply from the/your 'dark side', so be it, it may not be my cup of tea, but it may well be that you are the Baudelaire (zum beispiel) of the forum! In other words: I wish for you to develop your gift, may it give you power and lust for life! respect, JERO
September 29, 2019 at 10:48 #36089Good to hear from you Michael. Take care!
September 29, 2019 at 13:34 #36090Yes, great to hear from you, Michael! I for one know that you're not alone in your struggles with depression and/or anxiety. Please reach out if things get too bad again!
@Blashyrkh, from this thread where you sent him a FLAC-file: https://motorpsycho.fix.no/comeonin/forums/topic.php?id=10571&page=9. But yes, that was a while ago, so it was really a long shot from me.
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